Posted February 21st, 2012, 08:19 PM
Last edited by Seago2; February 21st, 2012 at 08:21 PM
Well done to both of you
Funny thing happened to me... Saturday I was feeling very low and had made some cookies- first time baking since I started MF. For some reason, although I have had no cravings and things have been fine (although I have had some obsessive thoughts here and there) I ate one. I was also waiting for my monthly MF delivery (oh that sentence does not look right
) and had nothing but shakes (
), bars, and a few of those vile brownies. So then I figured, well, going on a cruise in two weeks anyway, this will boost my metabolism, I'll just start working out like crazy over the next two weeks, my rate of loss had slowed anyway.... You guys know the drill. Same rationalizations as ever.
I'm getting to the funny part.
So Sunday I ate "normally". Actually I was not hungry. I mean I really wasn't . I ate some more of those cookies but I did not go off the deep end. Yesterday I was craving MF and still eating lightly, but carbily. Today I woke up, grabbed my fat stomach overhang, and felt that self loathing I hadn't felt in 5 weeks.
Funny part: today I went right back on MF and I haven't been hungry all day. Just finished a mango smoothie and I am done for the day. Can I really have slid this one in under the radar? I don't even care what the scale says, I just want to be in control. I want to wear the clothes again.
Tomorrow I will get the sticks out but I have a feeling I'm going to hit purple sooner rather than later.
FYI: on the cruise? I will be a walking, talking, Danish eating machine again. That's just how I roll