It has been a couple of years since I sailed Freedom, however I thought she was lovely!
I understand what you are describing about feeling uncomfortable in Florida. There are mean people everywhere, but there are far more nice people, including Florida.
Please do ask the staff onboard for as much help as you need, they are there to help and always kind.
Back yourself @CatLadyFemme, you have achieved so much with your career, and you shine.